| Location | Cumbria |
| Age | 46 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 11/11/1952 |
| Date of Death | 10/10/1999 |
| Visitors | 428 since 09/04/2009 |
| Creator |
my dad died wen i was only 17 by strangulation it was really hard to take in at 1st and it took me a long time to forgive him. But he was an ex coal miner who was told he had atheritis and would be in a wheelchair in 6 mths. and he just couldnt cope with that and the pain so took the very brave decision to end it all himself. i miss him so much and its really hard that now i have children myself and couldnt be away from them. i sometimes feel he was selfish for doing it but then i think about how much pain he was and would of been in and i forgive him again.
This Beautiful Butterfly..
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Is a gift to you above..
With it's wings of many colours
Made with love
You fly high..
Just like this beautiful butterfly
You fly past the stars..
And up to the moon
Oh why sweet angel..
Was you gone too soon?
You spread your wings..
Just like this beautiful butterfly
Go fly through the clouds
And up to the sky
With not a care..
You fly free
And if you can..
Fly home to me
copyright� Jackie Thomas 22/07/09.
10 yrs sat
i carnt belive its going to be 10 yrs on sat do u know wat dad i miss u so much but im angry to did u have to do i i needed u so much n still need u ... i know u did it but it still hurts ever single bloody day its not fair i have to go sorr ive made myself angry xxxxxxxxxxxx love u xxxxxxxxxxx
i carnt belive its nearly 10 yrs since u have gone god i miss u so much its really hard at the moment...... its our megans bday on thurs she will be 17 u should see her dad she is stunning an such a lovely thoughtful girl xxxxxxxxxxxxx
joseph
hey yesterday would of been our josephs 36th birthday and it will be stephens on the 22nd wish u all could be here love u xx
today
hey i hope u were watching today we had ellies birthday she was 4 we had a bbq drink and a water fight u would of loved it lol xxxxxxxxxxxxx love u xxxxxx
tina turner
listened to ur funeral song today without cryin im sssssssssooooooooo proud of my self its unreal xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
dad
hey i so cannot belive that its nearly 10 yrs since u went and its still no easier ya git i miss u soo much it really hurts god u should see ur grandchildren now they are growing up so fast each wid there own personality
danial is very stroppy and cheeky
corey is quiet and very loving
ellie boy were do i start u and her would of been thick as thieves
u would of loved them all they are brilliant
love u dad xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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